what can I say, 2019 was whacked. a year of new discoveries, a new level of anxiety both socially and physically, a year of challenges and learning. if I were to sum up how I felt by the end of the year - I completely burned out. completely. I refused to meet anyone, speak to anyone and social interaction just terrified me. I'm tired of comments, f*** them. I'm that typical millennial that's wants to do everything but end up killing her own mental and physical health for it, yes I'm that kind of person. it feels like there's this unspoken obligation to live your best life but you end up being caught in that paper chase, that rat race you forget how to live in the present, take small steps and accept failures. I was off grid.
I want to be able to find a space of solitude again, people I would like to hang out with; whom I feel comfortable with, live in the present, be much more selfish in a positive way and take less control of my life. sit back, relax, put your feet up and take a break.
I know I've posted some of these pictures before, but I would just like to add on a few additional piece I did this year to complete an amalgamation of what I've done in an entire year - for retrospecting purposes in the future :)
wow feels like my photography and composition skills improved over the year haha
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